it's getting harder to ignore it

"When someone sees the same people everyday, they wind up becoming a part of that person’s life. And then they want the person to change. If someone isn’t what others want them to be, the others become angry. Everyone seems to have a clear idea of how other people should lead their lives, but none about his or her own."
The Alchemist

I honestly don't know what to do with this thing. But I might start ranting random stuff here to see if it helps. I don't know if anybody is going to see this, but I really don't care either (at least not yet?). Maybe it'll be like a diary/journal kind of thing that I will do for a few days/weeks.
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